Sleepless And Single
Here we go, again.
This has been weighing heavily on my mind, heart and soul for the past few weeks.
I fucking miss her.
Someday, I hope to have a wife and kids. I can't seem to find anyone who wants me, though. Perhaps it is because I'm such a fucked up entity, at this time. But will I ever be something other than what I am at this time? I need someone to help pull me out of this spiral of despair but I need to be...I dunno...different in order to find that someone. So, it's a fucked situation.
Actually, when I'm out on the road, I find many girls that are interested, but I always play the "nice guy" card. Therefore, I still haven't had sex in ages. Hell, I fell asleep with a girl holding hands. HOLDING FUCKING HANDS! I'll never see those girls again. I can't see doing something so meaningful and then just disappearing. I hate being the nice guy, but I just can't play the part of the asshole. But I guess that's what most girls are looking for.
I'm all for playing. Don't get me wrong. But I'd at least like to be able to go to a movie, go to dinner, whatever. I just don't want to fuck and then never see you, again.
I really have no idea where this is going.
Today is the office Masmas party. I have a "date". We are going as friends. No problem.
I go, now. Try to sleep.
Nix says: Darkness Falls? Oh, Christ!
This has been weighing heavily on my mind, heart and soul for the past few weeks.
I fucking miss her.
Someday, I hope to have a wife and kids. I can't seem to find anyone who wants me, though. Perhaps it is because I'm such a fucked up entity, at this time. But will I ever be something other than what I am at this time? I need someone to help pull me out of this spiral of despair but I need to be...I dunno...different in order to find that someone. So, it's a fucked situation.
Actually, when I'm out on the road, I find many girls that are interested, but I always play the "nice guy" card. Therefore, I still haven't had sex in ages. Hell, I fell asleep with a girl holding hands. HOLDING FUCKING HANDS! I'll never see those girls again. I can't see doing something so meaningful and then just disappearing. I hate being the nice guy, but I just can't play the part of the asshole. But I guess that's what most girls are looking for.
I'm all for playing. Don't get me wrong. But I'd at least like to be able to go to a movie, go to dinner, whatever. I just don't want to fuck and then never see you, again.
I really have no idea where this is going.
Today is the office Masmas party. I have a "date". We are going as friends. No problem.
I go, now. Try to sleep.
Nix says: Darkness Falls? Oh, Christ!
posted by NixEclips at 5:31 AM
4 Comments:
I got a wife and kids I will sell you .. cheap.
(no refunds, no returns)
Nix, fear not.. until you stop missing "her" you won't be able to be a complete partner anyway.. so just live for you .. for now. One day you'll wake up and realize that you have changed into the butterfly you never thought you could be.. you will find love.. you will procreate..a dn then SPLAT into the windshield of life that we must all face.
You know, I have a hard time having sex with just anybody too??
It is not because I am a nice guy.. or any touching shit like that.. it is mostly because people look like monkeys to me.. and then damn monkey eyes really creep me out.
So remember the next time you fail to get laid.. "It's those damn monkey eyes."
We need to talk.. the whole love/sex thing.. you have been twisted by a puritanical society.. you need a good hypnotism session, so you can seperate the two.. I think I see a post coming.. one in your honor.
I can't believe that you used the word "butterfly". That's what she calls me. "Evil Butterfly". Goddammit!
And I'm with you on the whole "monkey" thing. I hate the human race. And back when I used to fuck, I had a hard time not thinking that it was just a fucking fuck fuck, I give up. I can't even type.
well how about a bid on my wife and kids.. don't make me ebay the fuckers!
Don't give up because you can't type... shit if I thoought that way I would have given up years ago. Instead surrender to your no-typing ass.. adn learn to love it.. hell I fucked the shot outa my left hand.. and it can;t type wiortha fuck.. worse than that I made my right hand watch.. take that bitch!
Hey NIx! Darkness Falls best price used on Amazon.com is now a mear $.88
That's right for eighty-eight cents you too can own this horror classic.
Go stuff that in your sock.
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