You Should Read This

...Book. It's very informative and could help you achieve what you strive for.

It's called the Bible. And it's all about this super-hero that can walk on water and come back from the dead. And he gets angry at money and shit. He kicks ass.

Here's something:



Nix says: Poop.

Apple

Just say that word a few times aloud. Apple. Apple. Apple. What a fucked up word.

Not much to say, just felt like giving my fingers a workout. Waiting on my PowerAde to get cold. Poor PowerAde. Everybody refers to it as GatorAde, when the PA doesn't taste all powdery when it gets somewhat warm.

This is some goodness that should please each of fans of our favorite slashers (except those dipshits that like Leprechaun or Chucky. Fuck those fuck-tards.)



And I don't particulary care for this vid/anime, but the song is so goddamn good and it's the only one I could find. (Besides one about some gay dudes, and that doesn't really work for me, thank you.)



Kinda hard to understand some of the lyrics, so here they are:

Waking Up Beside You"

I've been so alone for so long
Forgotten by the world
Forgotten to myself
Your effervescent eyes have awakened me
And brushed the dust away
But I knew you'd never stay

So I memorized the color of your eyes as I lost myself inside you
And I memorized the way our legs entwined as I drifted off beside you

I miss
God I miss
Waking up beside you

At night I cling to you, I'm so afraid
Afraid the day will come
And I'll wake and find you gone
But you promised that you'd not abandon me
And kissed my fears away
But I woke up to that day

But I had memorized the way our eyes
would meet reflected in the bathroom mirror
And I memorized your naked silhouette as you slowly brushed your hair
I miss
God I miss
Waking up beside you

I've been so alone for so long
I forgot how much it hurts
To wake up so alone

But I memorized how warm your body felt
as you lay half asleep beside me
And I memorized the way the sunlight
filled the room and played upon your body

I miss
God I miss
Waking up beside you
I miss
God I miss
Waking up beside you


So, kiddies, I'm ready to go out and do something when I get back in town on Monday. Anybody up for it and have any ideas? We could always fuck your mom. That's always an option.

Nix says: Apple.

Hello, Dennis, Duane or Doug. I mean, Douche-Bag.

Ahh, I love the weather, down here in Texas. Nice, warm and sunny. Well, except for when the tornadoes came through, the other day. Other than that, it's been great.

Sales are kicking all kinds of fucking ass. I estimate that out of 8 shows we've done about 25 grand, which would be about 3 grand per show. Not bad. And these are list leads. I can't wait for us to get the bridal show leads, later this week. Hopefully, we'll get better quality.

So, sober, again. This time for 5 days and I feel great. Although it was nice to get a little buzzed over the Easter holiday, getting totally trashed every day just seems kinda stupid. So, I've been thinking and whatever.

Feeling kinda content, but I miss my apartment. Really ready to get some cleaning done to make room for my couch. Gotta do some re-arranging, as well.

Dino DeLaurentis is, apparently, remaking Barbarella, which he already made in 1968. But how can anything compare to this:



Damn, Jane Fonda was fucking hot!

And here's My-Tea Kind performing Let Go live. Love this damn song.



Nix says: Growing and moving on. Feels good.

Yay, Ink!

Damn, this fucking hurts.

So, Saturday, my sister and I went to finally get my tatt done. It took about 3 hours. I fell asleep for a few minutes. It looks killer. You can see it, here: http://www.myspace.com/nixeclips . It's just like the one my dad got in the Navy. And if you check my sisters' Space, you can see both of ours together. Love ya, dad! Miss you.

Well, it's nice here in Texas. Will be here a little over a week.

Nix

And, For The Kiddies

Just, Blah.

Here's some crap.

Sleep.

Fuck, I want to sleep.

I can't.

Need more Jaegermeister. heheh.

I finally got an editing program. Next, I get a cord for my cam and I'm gonna be even more of a YouTube whore.

Ever heard of the Angry Video Game Nerd? Well, I'll be the Angry Movie Nerd. Should watch his shit, when you can.

Aside:

Who the fuck do you think you are? Who tried to help you when you had no job? Who tried to give you what you wanted on your B-Day? And now you're going to be as fucking evil as possible?

Why are you so fucking mean? Just viscious. What a bitch! Hopefully, I can have MY things back? Since I gave you yours?

One of the hardest things I've ever done. And you treat me like a shit, like it's my fault you can't fucking grow up, a little. You can talk about my shit all you want, but I've been across the country, on my own and supporting myself for fucking years. Yes, I'm now going to blow my own goddamn horn. I've moved to Cali, lived in Canada, I've done a ton of shit and lived as an adult. Where are you? Oh, using me for my shit I don't get to use. You're a fucking....Aggghhh! Hope dad sticks around long enough for you to wake up. Meanwhile, I've got bills to pay. You enjoy being a child. I'm gonna be responsible, dependable and lots of words that end in "ible" as best I can.


Nix says: Notice I didn't use the word "cunt". (Hizz, don't get pissed for that reference.)

Don't Let A Second...

...bleed into days.

I know everybody is supposed to be retarded and put up bullshit, today. I get that. But I'm not feeling like being a retard.

Guster

"What You Wish For"

Woke up today to everything grey
And all that I saw just kept goin on and on
Sweep all the pieces under the bed
Close all the curtains and cover my head
And what you wish for won't come true
You aren't surprised love, are you?
If this serenade is not what you want
It's just how it is, it keeps goin on and on
Come out, come out where ever you are
Would you do it all over right from the start
And what you wish for won't come true
You aren't suprised love, are you?
So what you wish for won't come true
You aren't surprised love, are you?
Once had this dream, crashed down in Oz
Not black and white, but where the colors are
I never dreamed that I would let her go
And I will get what I deserve
Keep all the secrets under the bed
Open the curtains, forget what I said
And what you wished for could come true
You aren't surprised love, are you?
So what you wished for could come true
You aren't surprised love, are you?

Nix says: So, I guess the joke is on me.

Ok, so I'm not done.

Fucking right next door and can't let me join in, yet everyone else can. That fucking proves you don't give a shit about me. Just my empty apartment. Fuck fuckity fuck you.

Couch